Lately I’ve been at a loss at how I feel. I’m usually pretty quick to figure things out and move forward. Lately though, I’ve been stuck. I feel like I can’t even think straight.
What I knew as my reality has drastically changed and that’s been hard to process. I’m usually trying to process through a certain scenario that happened, something more specific and small, not my entire reality shifting. That’s a heck of a lot more to process through.
But I do believe I’ve reached the other side and feel more comfortable with my new reality. Life is always, always changing. Sometimes I hardly notice and sometimes it’s a big slap in the face. I have overcome a few slaps in the face though, and this one will be no different.
Right now it’s more important than ever for me to focus inward. To focus on the Now. The past is gone and the future has yet to happen. Now is what matters. We can plan and schedule and assume things will go as we have it laid out. Sometimes that’s the case, but not always. The majority of the time things don’t go as I assumed they would, thanks to my anxiety riddled brain. Sometimes better, sometimes worse. But here I am, still living life to the best of my ability.
I’ve also been struggling to get my words out and to feel confident in posting anything I’ve blogged about. But maybe my words will help someone. So I’m just gonna go with it. I feel like this shift in reality and energy has really messed with the confidence I had in myself. So I’m working on getting that back, too.
I hope everyone is doing well. Feel free to message me if you need anything. I’m here to help.