Do you ever just feel alone? Trapped in a world full of people but it’s almost like they don’t know you exist anymore. That’s how I feel here. I feel like the world is moving around me and I’m standing in the middle watching it all happen. Feeling numb to its existence. Waiting for the time to pass. Knowing there’s more but not being able to feel it. It’s an unfamiliar feeling. Part of me loves it, to feel something new. Part of me feels more alone now than I ever have. Darkness surrounds me in a room full of light.